I no longer know how to be in the world. You know in the movie The Matrix when Keanu Reeves character, Neo, has the plug pulled out of the back of his head? And instantly he’s brought out of the dream state he was in and back into reality? This is how it is to […]

I am mostly good this week. I say mostly because I will never again be able to say, “I’m good” and mean it. Or at least it doesn’t feel like it right now. Every time I let a little loose, I get too flexible on the rules, something goes wrong on my watch. The thing […]

Having a child go through major surgery, having a family go through major crisis, well it’s a bit like having a new baby. Everyone is around at first, bringing gifts, food, offering help. But then six weeks go by, then two months, then three and no one seems to be around anymore. They convince themselves […]

Pulled out from under my feet. The very next day after writing that post where I was obsessing about all the things I want to do and me me me me ME! I can’t write about it in great detail here, if for no other reason than I think it should be a memoir. I […]